I have been super reflective lately.... I know I am supposed to write them in my lesson plans tab, but it is so hard to remember. I write notes to myself, write on dittos, write in this....
I couldn't stand the results of the photo-collage from Photo I. They took little care in the printing, trimming, and pasting. But a handful got it. So I know it wasn't the assignment. I talked to them about care in the process. So now, whoa. The effort is back what I expect from them.
I keep in touch with a ton of former students via Facebook. One photo major messaged me and asked why I don't teach college. I asked what she meant. Still waiting on that answer. Then one I had in a couple of classes way back - like 10 years ago - told me some wonderful things about my Art History course. It lasted one year. I was made to feel by some that it was a flop. This student told me that college professors are now teaching their AH courses the way I taught mine. That made my heart skip a beat.
I need that. I have two friends who have not so nice things happening to them right now. I care for these two so much and it just literally hurts inside seeing how they feel. One of them is someone I reconnected with after over 10 years. I cannot fathom how anyone can treat her poorly. We have been going out again and I feel like I have my life back - our music playing in the car, acting the way that feels natural (not work adult), having super hot chocolate.... I am so happy to make her smile and she makes me smile again.
I get caught up in living for my work and have to stop forgetting myself and my friends...
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